Thread:Loupi/@comment-1616746-20160520053826

The world is set out to destroy me: I have told you about my familiar situation last week, then Lincoln and now the book I have to read for school is a tragedy. I am utterly destroyed. It's 2:30 and I'm crying my eyes out, I haven't cried like this in months. Are these signs of the end? Is there a subliminal message behind all this? I don't know, Nick. Right now, I don't even know where I'm standing. Why make us read a book that has induced suicide to people in the past? It's beautiful, but its heart wrenching. And the best art is that that can speak to your soul. This book definitely did. I'm sorry I'm venting on your profile but honestly, I don't care if the world reads this or if this is unrelated to everything. I don't know where to fall dead. I know you don't have any bond with me outside this place and I know it's unfair to tell you all this. It's ok if you don't care, it's ok if you get mad at me for doing this. I honestly don't know what I'm doing and I acknowledge it. I'm officially a lost boy, Nick. 